Every spring that wishs to be in hard, the butterfly that has beauty gently had flown
Article ／ spends 1000 trees
Life thes beginning of the year, always want to carry a pen what to write, although often do not know this from why to speak of. It is to feel the ignorance with fast time is not had more of late become aware, this season was returned last year is pregnant between 89 months, what longing for small treasure everyday is restful be born, had grown now so big, begin to helping sofa up one pace ground went. Meet sometimes abruptly, oh, had been about 30.
The job and life, assume with abandon, never admit to had thought really before, just live passable life, taking passable salary, wear in messuage on the weekend cook see drama clean sanitation to perhaps go out to play. Become a family as bound of 2 the world, it seems that everything changed.
The baby is a magical species really, be born the central position that what also did not do to acquire a family, after this self-invited cultivated land and you laugh and you are troubled by, even if each other language is illogical, but the life that does not affect be in harmony of its Le Rong. Accompany of course still have the Morpheus He Yongyuan that rectifies from unfinished not the housework that disappear stops.
If say before OK still and such passable life goes down, the birth of small treasure realizes soberly again also cannot. Life always is a phase a phase, student times is a phase, bright, distressed, make public, much better word with above a bit has not been been; Going out to small treasure from graduation is a phase before one"s death, arrive carefully from carefully easy joyance; A new level is after small treasure is born.
Before doing not have darling, feel oneself are the child all the time, after having, again also what nowhere can escape is adult. One individual moustache eats the sea to fill in to sleep sleepily, but the identity became mother cannot such, want to consider lactation, want those who prepare her to eat and drink, consider all sorts of biology work and rest of small treasure even, and before dawn should have been after she is asleep in the evening eventually. It is this year to be mixed really press a driveway to talk of everything in the evening it is good to see star see day of airborne energy of life still can conveniently buys a flower, the life that does not have a thing to have an acerbity hot white left thoroughly.
This year, gentleman change is very big also, the exact change that says him a few years this should compare me big too much, become easy and dependable. Before after having small treasure, the word also is compared a lot of more, more sunshine is active.
I also begin to examine my afresh, graduation tries a few years a lot of, say the reason is perfect and obvious, but however accomplish nothing. The word is not much before the gentleman, it is a target however, very dependable of one pace go. Probably what I am deficient in this, not quite dependable, not quite serious, always feel to still go, actually still a lot of person forces than your ox still try hard than you however, and time is crowded forever squeeze with respect to meeting some, your true put forth one"s strength goes going all out just still feel.
I am a person that is persuaded not quite easily, also begin to review oneself however this year. The life of everybody has hardships of your place insensible, feel because parents did everything for you,joy is in one"s childhood, experience arrives now tired because you want to replace another little life,be of All matters go doing everything. The brutal sex of time depends on telling you silently, you also are not that OK and wanton teenager again.
Come to Beijing 6 years, greatly small changed triplet to work, it is an editor, had encountered the chief editor of Nice, also had come up against heart do not deserve broken bits, passion passes dejected also over- , the job became long the meeting is exhausted, do not know what oneself should do, how should go professional road.
What always look to him others is very clear, think of oneself are water of a mist, seemingly a lot of go, but not be too appropriate, between kink pasts.
What understand exclusively is cannot backwater, do not like one beach because of him itself probably dormant lentic, always feel life should be fresh, the life should be reeky.
When remembering high school, Chinese teacher says my germ depends on him following his stronger, most propbably is right, of the heart struggle to taking me to go ahead with longing.
Turn over a jotter before accidentally today, feeling fine is much. Without the white paper of case, the pen that uses black is scribal go up those sentences that touch a heart, look now or palpitant.
Tell the truth, say him antique it may not be a bad idea, conservative, still like the sort of sense that writes with the pen, feel the character has life all the time, write with the pen, can experience the vitality of the word, also can experience oneself in the word the mood in those days, if make old hind, break up, still can nose in those days breath. The heart vibrates faintly, I understand I love these.
The fork crossing of life always is very much, be born to also cannot be joined firstly eventually probably appear oneself after all to want how, of effort have too much uncertainty and accidental, those who know is a love only it is family and those character. The family makes me warm, the character became the one part in life already however, before irritated write, glad to write, do not have a thing also write, more resemble a dialog that oneself follow oneself, oneself are right oneself untangle, the mood needs an exit, write be a very good exit.
Alleged future, try hard to strive for; Alleged family, softhearted expect; So-called written language, deep passion. Every spring that wishs to be in hard, the butterfly that has beauty gently had flown.
Origin: Zun An reads