那时候单位里像小六这样的女编导不少，她们都一样，拿着果不了腹的工资，干着没日没夜的工作。这些姑娘无一例外都是单身，她们管自己叫 " 电视民工 " ，把生活的全部几乎都投入到工作里。
我在云南大理遇见过一个很酷的老板，他有一个漂亮的妻子和一个可爱的孩子，经营着两家很酷的国际青年旅舍。在那个面朝洱海的浪漫地方，很难有人不羡慕他与众不同的人生轨迹，但少有人知道2012年的他。 那时候的他只是个一穷二白的莽撞小伙子。他买了一张开往南方的车票，用最后的一点钱租了一个两室两厅的套房。最初的想法很简单，他想要把所有的房间分租出去，自己睡在客厅，这样每个月多出的几百块生活费，能够支撑他继续生活下去。 那样拮据的生活陪伴了他很长一段时间。他用热水泡着泡面，和合租的陌生人聊着天南地北的故事。那是他人生中最穷的阶段，但也正是那一段日子改变了他后来的人生轨迹。
我们都忘了，是我们喋喋不休的抱怨取代了本该进步的脚步，是我们所享受的眼下的安逸赶走了我们羡慕的人生。 我记得海明威曾经写过： " 我为我喜爱的东西大费周章，所以我才能快乐如斯。 " 所以啊，想要过不一样的人生，总要费些力气，总要经历些艰难的。英文版：
Have what lot, it is to be in nevertheless try hard secretly
Yesterday evening small 6 I tell in the phone, she has new group, everything is too successful, resemble a dream same. This is small 6 the 4th month that reachs Beijing, catching up with the season at the beginning of Qiu Modong alternant, she says she loves Beijing"s golden and golden fallen leaves very much, like also loving to leave to hang now very much oneself. I remember the last time sees she is the broadcasting station before two years, be about to end transcribe act sow hall still voice noisy and confused, small 6 booth are in have sth in mind of deafening acoustics below narrow one"s eyes, the ground sticks bang greasily on cerebral door, of one face tired.
Resemble in that moment unit small such 6 female playwright-director are not little, they are same, take a fruit not celiac salary, dry move does not have the job of sunset night. These girls do not have one exception is lone, they are in charge of themselves to call " TV laborer " , the life throw in the job almost entirely.
Say not tired be a holiday, hou Xiaoliu awakes in the morning everyday in those days, consider take leave of one gnash one"s teeth the job, but every time she is one gnash one"s teeth finished all. Small later 6 say, that is a paragraph of her hardest time, but also be a paragraph of day that can make her most, it is she is in the life of after this most the day of the yearning.
Small the 6 life that once also had envied others. In she or a trainee when, she hopes especially some day can the nominal roam the four seas with the job, she wants to see whole program effect in the spot of direct seeding evening party, is not to be in 1000 smooth perform the outer lane that sows hall run to run in canal.
She admires those people that stand high above the masses, but until small 6 can lead a group alone, she just knows, those life that she envies, with her get over comes. I know some person days to give birth to good life, can be great majority person is lucky, come out from the precipitation in hardship. The attitude that those unhurried looking, not be to be born with respect to some, however from a lot of embarrassed in those who harvest.
The day of faces of those grey head earth, can frustrate probably the pride of our heart, can let us lose the hope to future, can let us suspect what living meaning is after all. Can be, our eventually or meeting are mixed low from the society in those days dependable, ground of institutional work steadily lives. We will be heavy the scrape up in the trough in life all horsepower, until one day, the day of faces of those grey head earth can become us most the memory that Yi Yi gives off light.
I had encountered in Yunnan Dali very the boss of cruel, he has a beautiful wife and a lovely child, managing two very the international youth brigade of cruel is abandoned. Be in the romantic place of sea of Er of that look out, very difficult somebody does not envy the life contrail of his extraordinary, but rare person knows him 2012. He what await in those days is the obtrusive boy of a poor only. He bought a piece of ticket that leaves for south, rented a two rooms with last a bit cash the flatlet of two hall. First thought is very simple, he wants to go out all room sublease, oneself sleep in the sitting room, every such months are much hundreds of living cost that give, can prop up him to continue to give birth to subsist. Short of money in that way life accompanied him very long period of time. He is worn with hot water bubble bubble surface, with the old practice that closes the stranger that hire to talking about far apart. That is the poorest phase in his life, but also be that paragraph of day changed him the life contrail later.
His wherefrom some way was found in the story of far apart, found from today the route that in the future should take. The person that goes later over there, what envy him is lucky, unmanned however allude the days that he lives under another"s roof.
Be like us is such, think luck is luck only really, what think those unsuccessful life are poor is only organic encounter.
We forgot, be our babble complain replaced the footstep that ought progress, be the at the moment that we enjoy is easy and comfortable the life that drove away us to envy. I remember Hemingway once writing: "The thing that I like for me expends Zhou Zhang greatly, so my ability joy is like this. "So ah, had wanted different life, always want to expend some of effort, always should experience some of hardship.